"The hardest part about being a Christian is watching the people you love not love God. You sit up in your bed at night pleading to God for Him to come into their hearts. You try to show them that they can change or open up or just have a taste of grace.. Forgiveness... Filled life. Yea, while they're sleeping You are distraught because literally every part of you aches for them to have a life of joy and hope and faith and love. You love them so much, but it just feels like they won't budge. That's the hardest part about being a Christian. It's not getting up early for church. It's not going to functions when you need to study. It's not studying your bible. It's not always doing the right thing. It's loving people and realizing you may not see them when this life is gone. It must be pure sorrow for God to look down and realize this too. That some of his children may not come home..."